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Age in Time by MidnightMusik14 Age in Time :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 1 5 Leap in the Sky by MidnightMusik14 Leap in the Sky :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 0 3 Hypnotica by MidnightMusik14 Hypnotica :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 0 0 Mickey Mouse by MidnightMusik14 Mickey Mouse :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 1 2 Random Guy from Time by MidnightMusik14 Random Guy from Time :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 0 4 Whale by MidnightMusik14 Whale :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 2 2 Airplane Tray Clasp by MidnightMusik14 Airplane Tray Clasp :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 0 0 Collection of Flowers by MidnightMusik14 Collection of Flowers :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 0 2 Baby Sloth for Simon by MidnightMusik14 Baby Sloth for Simon :iconmidnightmusik14:MidnightMusik14 2 4


Kiki by Pink-cigarets Kiki :iconpink-cigarets:Pink-cigarets 589 73 Arya Stark by LeorenArt Arya Stark :iconleorenart:LeorenArt 74 3 Arya vs Brienne by axt234 Arya vs Brienne :iconaxt234:axt234 45 4 Spoilers... by aliceazzo Spoilers... :iconaliceazzo:aliceazzo 476 43 Donna Noble by kelle-c Donna Noble :iconkelle-c:kelle-c 231 8 Just the two of us by Heylenne Just the two of us :iconheylenne:Heylenne 2,594 41 Non-Disney's Beauties by daekazu Non-Disney's Beauties :icondaekazu:daekazu 20,567 2,382 Daily Paint 1534. Calicocoa by Cryptid-Creations Daily Paint 1534. Calicocoa :iconcryptid-creations:Cryptid-Creations 5,671 135 +Kiki+ by larienne +Kiki+ :iconlarienne:larienne 3,484 109 Fire Fox by AllanWade Fire Fox :iconallanwade:AllanWade 179 20 Winter siren by sakimichan Winter siren :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 15,883 268 CASUAL RAVEN - TEEN TITANS by JinxKittieCosplay CASUAL RAVEN - TEEN TITANS :iconjinxkittiecosplay:JinxKittieCosplay 1,767 58 Shaela Rann after the Battle of Onderon by Maelora69
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Shaela Rann after the Battle of Onderon :iconmaelora69:Maelora69 465 40
Superman and Wonder Woman by Elias-Chatzoudis Superman and Wonder Woman :iconelias-chatzoudis:Elias-Chatzoudis 686 32 BBRae: Inner Demons by Ceshira BBRae: Inner Demons :iconceshira:Ceshira 2,891 157 Rose by VonMonkey Rose :iconvonmonkey:VonMonkey 2,097 296


I said in my previous journal that I wish to write more into this abyss named DeviantArt, but now I'm not so sure what to write about.  Part of me wonders how it would be viewed if someone read it, especially if it's someone I know.  Would they be able to tell it was me?  And if so, would they think differently of me if I wrote on a serious topic?  I assume no one is going to read my writing, but at the same time I assume that everyone is.  Once this is published, it's out there for the world to see.  That's why people who write comments or post blogs are so courageous.  They want people to read their thoughts, they want people to see them in a certain light.  I don't know what kind of light I want people to see me in.  I guess I want to be in my own light.  

Being in my own light to me means getting to know me as a person.  Understanding how I'm thinking, figuring out what kind of life I live or want to lead.  Sometimes... It seems like it can get pretty personal.  But how personal am I allowed to be on a public forum?  I don't know you. How can I trust you to not take this information and do something with it? What kind of information are you talking about?  What could I possibly do with any information you give me? .  I have absolutely no idea, and that's the scariest. I have a lot of fear within me, but is it wrong to not want to cast it aside? Just so long as that fear within me doesn't dictate my life.  I'm here.  I'm writing to you now.  This takes a lot of courage for me, even if you can't see it, even if you can't recognize it in my written words.  My life feels empty without writing.  

I haven't written in a while and I feel like something is missing in my life.  I'm not a writer of stories or poetry, I'm an analytical writer where I take things and I break them down into smaller parts.  I'll take this door and break it, wondering why the creator chose these pieces of wood to make this masterpiece.  Even if it's not a masterpiece and it's not meant to be artistic, it was made, and it's here for me to analyze. Let me find every capable splinter and let me find every smoothed edge.  Maybe I'll see that this door isn't like any other door because this finish was picked out specifically for this door; maybe I'll prove that it's wood like so many others before me.  The journey is that I am figuring it out for myself.  I am doing the work, which means I will see my own results, come up with my own conclusions and figure out my own answers. 

What is my next subject going to be?

The last time I wrote a journal entry was over 3 years ago in February.  Now, you may be thinking, "Hey, I don't see any past journal entries", and you would be right.  That is because I have decided to delete them all.  

This DeviantArt account was created years ago and it needs an update.  It no longer represents who I am as a person.  So instead of creating an entirely new account, I've decided to just clean out this one and continue to use it.  It's been years since I've actually been on DA, but by recent surprise I have been on it more often as of late. 

I'm wondering what I should do with this re-purposed account, and to be quite frank I'm not sure.  But on the bright side, it doesn't really matter because people don't see my stuff anyways.  I'm a hidden presence here on DA and I'm ok with that. I'm thinking about just using it for writing, seeing as it is an art form too.  Art isn't just drawing pretty pictures or mix media; it is something you create with your own hands.  I don't know what I'll talk about, or if I'll even follow up on my new DA goal I have presented to you, you beautiful person who is for some strange reason reading the journal entry of a stranger.  Either way I'm starting, and that's always the first step. 



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United States
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative
Favourite photographer: idk yet
Favourite style of art: Realistic, and manga if it's reeeeeally good


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joergens-mi Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer

and have a little glimpse on my gallery  :)
sunnygoldeneye Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for Fav :)
SketchySei Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, thanks for the fav o:
MidnightMusik14 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012
Thank you to all of you who give me lamma badgest even though I don't know you. I think it's super cool. :D
Brandee-Ssj-Doll Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fave. :thanks:
HYRenee Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the :+fav: :D
PMucks Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for adding "The Fisherman and the Siren" to your favorites! I really appreciate it. :)
MonocleBunny Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!
PandaHatLara Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2012
Thanks very much for the watch ^^
anikasgubim Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fav!
Hope the tutorial be very useful ~
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